Don't get me wrong, i have face alot of depression but each failures always taught me sumthing and i will not easily defeated juz like tat. Life still goes on altho she doesn't accept me. I respect her decision and life nvr been better if i nvr face so many times failure.....

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Words are juz sometimes too harmful for ppl. Chinese new year juz ended, same goes to valentine's day. Today i'm sitting here feeling bored and as usual went on9. I've juz notice alot of ppl gradually falling apart from their life and sum are juz so deeply in love. I juz wonder how my life's gonna b in the future. Jealousy tots always run through my mind. *sigh* self-esteem gradually decrease, browsing my fren's blog and wat hurts the most is when u c ur own fren crying deeply in their heart. sumtimes i juz think tat world is so unfair and y all these things happen to us in our daily life..... Success is always failure, failure will always b a failure. I swear i will lend my shoulder to u when u r crying. I swear that u are always happy. I swear that i always try to b there for u when u need sum1 to talk to. I swear and i swear that i will embrace u with a hug when u needed one. As long as u r happy i am always happy.....